I wanted to die.
!!!! Reader's discretion: This post is about death and suicide. If you are going through negative feelings and thoughts, PLEASE, PLEASE, PLEASE reach out to a friend, and professional help. Exactly ten years ago, I went through a big hump in my life. After studying in America, I moved back to Mongolia because American government is not inviting to people who are educated in America and willing live, work and pay taxes. Anyhow, I moved back. When I landed in Chinggis Khan International Airport (the name had been changed since then), the first thing that my father told me a thing which now I don't really remember. However I do remember how I felt. I felt like I made a horrible mistake, and it was a horrible mistake. It felt like I have to put everything that I learned in American college and universities along with all my ambitions, all the desire to help my parents to ease their workloads in a box and put that box on a shelf that is out of my ...